dont cha

like screwing up polls and opinion askers?

competition

it brings out the best in us. my question: is it the only way to put us at our best? or can love do better?

magic

i learned how to edit nasty words out of songs. take a look!

really?

http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20090319/ap_on_go_pr_wh/obama

note: he doesn't say when. so really this is the equivalent of saying "everyone dies"

funny

LOTR? gotta love this

realization

try seeing things from another person's perspective.

When i do this, i usually get three answers.

1. What an annoying prick.

2. What an ignorant racist.

3. (My favorite) LMAO!!!1!

a fun game

if you have any of those songs in my playlist, try syncing both your home media player with a song! its really hard, but it will sound like a concert with the slight echo

outspoken

i've been reading about all these people getting fired, or hate mail, or appeared to be a terrorist, because they said something on their blog, or myspace/facebook, or posted such on a forum. this is, suffice to say, somewhat scary. i am very open on the web about my feelings, and i have little self-control if something or someone pisses me off. now, i know my right to free speech is protected, but my right to maintain what could be a good relationship/job is not. so what is the solution? do i quit? do i keep doing this and hope no one ever offends me again? do i encode everything in a grand conspiracy of a puzzle which only manages to reveal itself to one person, who attempts warns the entire world, but no one believes him?

ebay and paintball

So! I've been thinking about getting a new paintball gun for a while now, and i've set my eye on the smart parts ion. so i ask my friend who makes his own custom ones based off this make, and its a big $300. now, despite all my tutoring, and thinking, and college savings, i feel that that would be unjustified. so ebay, here i go.

turns out, ebay has been so kind to grant me 10% off anything in this dark economic time. so now the only problem is convincing every other prospective buyer to not buy my particular marker.

in other words, i'm selling my old gun to a friend, which should help considerably towards this investment in temporary happiness, something even drugs cant do.

music explanations

1 and 2. great songs, off prospket's march album. which, for some reason, no one has heard of. wake up, people!

3. the song from the watchmen trailer. very dark, very batman like. actually it was in batman, the really old ones

4. an old song, but catchy. don't ever deny that Karen O's voice is not unsexy.

5. and a little of everything. the pseudo-rap part's my favorite tho.

my physical blessing

is an awesome immune system.